Direktlänk till inlägg 4 februari 2010
I am never in church "on sundays" but I know I love the feeling going into one, when I was in Singapore, in litte india and I went by a place out of wich there came chanting I looked in and a older man wellcomed me into what I think was a smaller ramakrishna temple.
they were doing an evening Aarti there wich was very powerfull and filled me with positive feelings,
and when I was [just 1,5days] in Rishikesh, tired, jetlagged, mentally a bit off & not really in the mood of travelling and also the cold weather in the low himalays..
that evening the Parmart Ashram did their mighty aarti wich for me then felt almost like a sekt ting, almost scary actually ha ha, but! very powerful and spiritual feeling and many people there attending.. cool in a interesting way the way I felt right then.
also during my stay in the ashram this winter in Kerala I really liked the Aarti they did there, very simple but still with a lovely, passionate spiritual feeling, probably many felt it was boring and for sure not to many where attending them in the late evening after the late satsang..
I bought a CD with the different chantings they mostly used at the ashram, and I have realized that mainly I've been listening to the aarti,
and each time I daydream away and get this feeling of getting neregized but at the same time calm.. he he well I like it and it might sound strange but hey..
so what is my deal, is it the spirituality?
I actually wish I was religous, probably a quit nice feeling to be that..
but for me it is to strange "to be true" with gods & miracles etc.
maybe I am to westernized in that way so that things that cant really be proven and also when many things are disputed etc so I cant belive it then?
I mean somewhere all religions have the same foundation, and it is for sure not the way we live right now around the world..
quit strange maybe how I have a hard time with religions, and still doing yoga and believe in prana flow etc. but then maybe if I would practice some religion and feel things perhaps I would be a beliver? he he
maybe I am a beliver of the force/ cosmos/ brahman / universla energies etc. but not really realizing it..
jaya jaya aarti vighnavinayaka
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