I decided after checking a few things in the early morning to enjoy the lovely spirng like sunny weather that we were blessed with today.
so I took the dogs out for a almost 2 hour walk into the forrest to a nearby lake. we just stroled around in the lovely quiet forrest, I just love being there. Lillemor [one of the girls/dogs] she loves it to and are allways ending up 20-30meters behind stroling and sniffing around but Mimmi [the other one] becomes a hunting dog or something, she runs first ahead and stays and checks the sorrounding with one leg up as the do when they focus on smelling etc.
then she runs back behind me and look so nothing comes there, and sometimes run to Lillemor as she ells her to keep up with us ha ha.

so when I found his awesome little spott on the cliffs near the lake in the sun mimmi first had a hard time to relax, and then her tounge was out and she was panting as she becomes almost a bit stressed out.
then she relaxed but got warm of the sun instead ha ha

we stayed there for maybe 20minutes and just enjoyed the forrest sounds and the warmt of the sun beams.
a perfect spot for meditation if didn't had to be aware of the dogs..
but still I got a nice mind cooling moment there, lovely!

then back to reality and got some message that we really didn't need rght now about financial burdens in a process we are in now to in the future get better conditions for our business..
so that kind of drained my energy for a while.
so probalby the moment in the forrest helped me though : )

so this is life.. ups and downs all the time, and running a small business here is not that easy with al taxes, rules and new things they do to make it even harder.. instead of making it a bit easier for us so they wont get people un-employed and then they have to pay us there instead from the gouverment money he he..
but we will for sure not give up,
that is the thing. you never give up on your dreams and we will solve this to and it is not close to ending or something but a heavy bump on the road that will cost us personally to cover up but it is in the end worth it to be able to do what you want to do as your "job"..

AUM Shanti